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Three Gifts To Feed Your Soul For True Escape

  • Bonnie Gray

    Bonnie Gray is the soulful author of Whispers of Rest and Finding Spiritual Whitespace. An inspirational speaker and retreat leader, she has touched thousands of lives through storytelling, visual arts, nature, prayer and meditation.  Bonnie’s writing is featured on Relevant Magazine, DaySpring (in)courage, and Christianity Today. She lives in California with her husband and their two sons. Visit Bonnie at and connect with her @thebonniegray on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter and YouTube.

  • 2011 Oct 03
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Sometimes I wish vacation was just around the corner. There is something special that happens when you know vacation is coming. As you go about your day, you breathe deeper. You know you can make it. Rest is coming. Vacations are great, but honestly, they are few and far between. What are we left to do in the meantime?

Feeling Invisible

Sometimes, the everyday demands of life can leave a fray on our souls. Add on top of that, the stress of a less than perfect job, relationship, health -- or an extended period of waiting -- and our souls can easily start to grow calloused. It's like a natural defense mechanism kicks in. We don't want to feel so much. We turn to "auto-pilot" mode. We unconsciously move into a survival mentality and focus on the tasks at hand. We become invisible, even though we go through the motions. Our souls were never designed to merely live functional lives.

Three Gifts

God's original habitat for us -- from the very beginning -- included three gifts:

a garden (beauty)

relationship (community)

1-1 friendship with Him (intimacy)

The Garden of Eden was perfect because it afforded an uninterrupted time away from life-draining work. We may not have a physical Eden any more. But, God has provided a better way: a true escape within us. Himself. We often feel guilty for not drawing close to God enough, but the truth is this: God can find us even in the most desolate places. Sarah's mistress Hagar could not see a way out of Genesis 16:7.

She ran to the desert. It was there that the Lord spoke to her.

"You are the God who sees me," for she said, "I have now seen the One who sees me." ~ Genesis 16:7-14

God is the living One who sees me. This is how Hagar found the strength to return to less than favorable living arrangement. I don't know if you're in the desert starting this week off. I'm not saying your life has to be full of troubles or hardship. The soul's desert places exist within. When our souls long for escape -- from someone or something -- we have an answer.

It isn't guilt.

It isn't try harder.

The answer is The God who sees me. Wherever you find yourself this week, you are never so far that He cannot find you.

God will speak.



Which of the three Eden gifts are you hungering to escape to find --

- a garden (beauty)?

- relationship (community)?

- 1-1 friendship with Him (intimacy)?

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By Bonnie Gray, the faithbarista serving up shots of faith for everyday life.

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Bonnie Gray is an inspiring Christian writer and blogger, offering encouragement to keep faith fresh in the daily grind.  Her writing springs from the belief that the beauty of faith often takes place when life goes off script. Bonnie is the Founder of and featured writer for Hallmark subsidiary DaySpring's (in)courage. Bonnie is a native Californian living in the heart of Silicon Valley with her best friend Hubby, wrangling their two heaven-sent boys on the homestead.

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