The Lord Rejoices to See the Work Begin
- Beth Guckenberger Back2Back Ministries
- 2013 26 Aug
We were out of projects, out of supplies, and out of motivation. And now we were almost out of time.
My husband, Todd, and I were sponsors for our church’s youth mission trip to Querétaro, Mexico. We’d visited there a few years in a row, and we knew in general what to expect. A little paint and polish, some late-night tacos, a little talking to others about Jesus.
The truth was, no one really seemed to care we were there. As I was unpacking the painting materials, I remember thinking, Haven’t we painted this wall before? We were frustrated, the students on the trip were uninspired, and worst of all, the people we had traveled all this way to serve seemed, well...uninterested.
“Do you remember the orphanage we visited in Tirana?” he asked. He had his back to me, bending over as he cleaned some paintbrushes.
My mind flew to another country and another time—another mission trip, one to Eastern Europe. I remembered talking to college students about Jesus— it was the first time those young Albanians had ever heard about him! Then one afternoon, someone took us to visit an orphanage.... “Do I remember? Yes, of course I remember. Why?”
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“Do you think there are any orphanages in this town?”
Within ten minutes of his question, we left the students with the other adult sponsors and jumped into a taxi, feeling like God was leading us to find an orphanage.
Looking back now, it seems so foolish. Silly, even. Right? We didn’t really speak Spanish, we didn’t have that much money with us if we came into trouble, and we were in a city we could have easily gotten lost in. We should have just stayed with our group, stayed safe.
But an hour later, we landed in front of a children’s home on a dusty road and knocked at the door, waving good-bye to our taxi driver. When we engaged with the children, I was instantly enchanted. The adults had a few questions for us. What were we doing there?
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“We have $200, twenty-five students, and one day left on our trip. What could you do with those resources?” Todd asked. (I have since learned all missions’ opportunities, all outreaches start this way. You offer what you have in your hands to those you want to reach and then give all the credit to Jesus.)
The man shifted his eyes back and forth and then said softly, “The children haven’t had meat in a year, and that window up there is broken.” He waved in the direction of a window above us.
And as simple as that, our first mission began.
That was 1996, and today we are the Executive Directors of Back2Back Ministries, which has sites ministering to orphans in India, Nigeria, and three cities in Mexico, where I have lived ever since. It started with some hamburgers (which we later found kids hiding under their mattresses) and has grown now to education, outreach, general care, foster care, pre-emptive care, etc. But I will never forget how we started, just two people whose hands were in the air.
When Todd and I arrived in Mexico in 1997, we didn’t know anything, didn’t have any big plan, didn’t speak Spanish—we were just moving in the direction of what felt like a big call. By the end of the first week we had run out of cash. We had brought the rest of our money over the border, enough for what we hoped was one year, in traveler’s checks. We found a bank on that day and waited patiently in line until it was our turn in front of the thick glass window. I slid some checks under the glass and smiled.
Surely she understands without my talking that I want the equivalent in pesos, right?
The lady slid them back to me and said loudly, “Tienesquefirmar—tunombreaqui...” I had no idea what she’d said, let alone meant. I smiled and pushed them back to her, rubbing my thumb and fingers together—the universal sign for money, right?
She looked annoyed (no language required there) and slid them back to me, this time speaking loudly into her microphone, “Firme—tunombre!”
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I shrugged, looking sheepish. I got nothing. “TU. NOMBRE. FIRME. TU. NOMBRE.” This time, with the emphatic pauses, I could tell it was several words strung together, and I excitedly said to Todd, “I heard ‘nombre.’ I know that word!” I proceeded to take out a piece of paper and, to confirm I had heard correctly, I printed out the word NOMBRE. Then looking at her questioningly, I showed her my paper through the glass.
Rolling her eyes and motioning to the long line forming behind me, she nodded, “Si, nombre.” And she pointed to a line at the bottom of the check, pushing them back to me. I eagerly and neatly printed out “N-O-M-B-R-E” on the line (signing the word ‘name’ on the signature line, instead of actually signing my name).
One of my favorite verses still to this day is Zechariah 4:10: “Do not despise these small beginnings, for the Lord rejoices to see the work begin....” I know the Lord was looking at me that day and could see all that was coming ahead, the millions we would transfer this year (fifteen years later) around the world in a half dozen currencies. He isn’t stuck in any day or a particular circumstance; he is over all of it, writing with a master hand the story we get the opportunity to live. To imagine is to lift our eyes and see where we are now is just one step on a long journey, one chapter in the best story He could ever write for us...and the story isn’t over yet.
Imagining for me wasn’t just imagining a ministry plan or imagining myself in a foreign country. Imagining is a sense of dreaming, a feet-not-ever-on-the-ground feeling despite how firmly others try and plant them. It’s a belief the whisper-calling you hear is real and to be trusted (despite evidence otherwise).
I am a different woman because of the imagining I got swept up into. I love how God uses us to touch the orphan, the single mom, and the mission-trip participant, but the bigger story is how God changed us. How he rescued us. How he himself equipped us because he could see what was up ahead and he wanted us to experience fully the glory he has written for each of us. We have two choices every day, no matter how nicely or spiritual we make it sound: We can either say yes to Jesus or no. No can sound like “I am praying about it,” but it’s still a no.
Say yes to all Jesus has for you. Say yes to being in over your head, not knowing answers, not feeling safe. Then say yes to the blessings that follow, the lessons you’ll learn, the relationships you’ll experience—say yes to the joy you have ahead.
Beth Guckenberger is the mother of a bunch of biological, a bunch of adopted and a slew of foster children. She and her husband direct Back2Back Ministries and just moved back to the US from Mexico where they served for sixteen years. Beth is the author of several books on the journey of their life abroad, including her latest release Tales of the Defended Ones.
Publication date: August 26, 2013