When I was a student at Eastern College, David Black took it upon himself to teach me the way of Jesus. He was president of Eastern, and it wasn't in his job description to disciple an undergraduate student. But every few weeks he'd meet me for breakfast. He reminded me almost every time we met that Jesus was a "man of no reputation" (Philippians 2:7). Make this your constant prayer, he would say: "What does it mean to be a man of no reputation?"

What does it mean to be a man of no reputation in our reputation-obsessed world? I ask myself this question as I consider how actually to live the alternative reality of God's kingdom that we preachers are wont to wax eloquent about.

We like vision. Unfortunately, our record is spotty when it comes to implementation. And one example of this is the challenge of living God's economy in the midst of an economic crisis.

In Mark's Gospel, Jesus teaches his disciples how God's economy slips into the world. His tactic has a lot to teach us about leadership, especially in uncertain economic times.

"People were bringing little children to Jesus to have him touch them," Mark recounts, "but the disciples rebuked them" (Mark 10:13). On the face of it, this seems strange. Why would the disciples have such a strong response? People were always crowding Jesus, asking to be blessed and healed. Why did it get under the disciples' skin when some normal folks brought their kids for a blessing? Isn't this the sort of thing that preachers and politicians are supposed to do -- shake hands and kiss babies?

Mark offers some background in the chapter before this scene when he tells a story about an argument that the disciples had on the road to Capernaum. Jesus overhears the guys grumbling with one another, and he asks what it's about. They don't want to tell him -- they're embarrassed that they've been arguing about who was the greatest among them. They're stuck with the zero-sum assumption that becoming great means making someone else small.

In an economy of scarcity, we get used to thinking in terms of competition. But over and against this economy's way of thinking, Jesus offers this tactic for abundant life: "If anyone wants to be first, he must be the very last, and the servant of all" (Mark 9:35). If you really want to be great, Jesus said, don't aspire to become the successful father of a great household. If you really want abundant life, Jesus tells the disciples, try to become least in the household economy.

Make yourself the servant of all.

Mark said Jesus called a child to stand beside him as he was teaching this. "Whoever welcomes one of these little children in my name welcomes me," Jesus said; "and whoever welcomes me does not welcome me but the one who sent me" (Mark 9:37). In the ancient household economy, children were worthless -- too young and weak to be even as valuable as an adult slave. In God's economy, Jesus said, welcoming the lowest of servants was the same as welcoming the Father -- the pater familias. But the disciples were having none of it. Dragging Jesus into their argument about who is greatest, they tell the parents pressing around Jesus to take their kids and get lost.

"When Jesus saw this, he was indignant" (Mark 10:14). The disciples weren't simply shooing away some kids -- they were publicly rejecting the instruction Jesus had recently given them. Resources were limited, the disciples thought, and Jesus' time and energy should only be spent on the most promising candidates. Maybe the disciples figured that when Jesus said, "Follow me" he was offering them access into a higher circle -- like the high school senior who imagines a whole world of opportunity when she gets a letter saying, "We are pleased to inform you that you have been accepted into Harvard University." Soon James and John will reveal privately their true desires to Jesus, asking if they might have the top posts in his coming administration (Mark 10:37). They want the access you need to become a "great man" -- the father of an abundant household. The disciples keep thinking God's economy works like the system of this world. They want Jesus to help them get ahead.