Are You Hiding? - The Crosswalk Devotional - July 15
Are You Hiding?
By Megan J. Conner
Bible Reading:
“When the cool evening breezes were blowing, the man and his wife heard the LORD God walking about in the garden. So they hid from the LORD God among the trees. Then the LORD God called to the man, “Where are you?” He replied, “I heard you walking in the garden, so I hid. I was afraid because I was naked.” - Genesis 3:8-10 (NLT)
Can you recall a time when you purposely evaded someone because you had wronged or harmed them in some way? You decline invitations to events because you know they will be in attendance, or if being present together is unavoidable, you walk to the other side of the room when they arrive, pretending to be busy with an important task. Perhaps this individual is completely unaware of the offense you carry in your heart, so they continue to pursue relationship with you and are clearly confounded by your distance. It would be better in the long run to have the much-needed hard conversation and make amends, but fear holds you captive. At the moment, it feels easier to hide. But is it really?
Because we are created in God’s image (Gen. 1:27) each and every one of us knows the difference between right and wrong. A measure of the Holy Spirit resides in every soul. Secular views coin this internal conviction as a conscience that measures and judges the motives of our hearts. Regardless of title or worldview, it is evident that humanity carries within them an organic sense of morality. Think of a child at a very young age who desires a toy or an object they have been told they cannot have. Even though they know they aren’t supposed to have it, they will plot and plan a way to obtain it. And once they have it in their possession, what is the first thing they do? They run away and hide.
Child or adult, none of us is any different. For thousands of years, like Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden, when we willfully choose to sin, we separate ourselves from our Creator. We retreat; we go into hiding. Perhaps we stop reading our Bibles, stray away from godly relationships with others, or maybe even avoid attending church or other faith-based gatherings. Somehow, we deceive ourselves into believing this distance shields us from the knowing eyes of the Lord. But the truth is, we are only covering ourselves with fig leaves.
“The woman was convinced. She saw that the tree was beautiful and its fruit looked delicious, and she wanted the wisdom it would give her. So she took some of the fruit and ate it. Then she gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it, too. At that moment their eyes were opened, and they suddenly felt shame at their nakedness. So they sewed fig leaves together to cover themselves.” Genesis 3:6-7 (NLT)
The allure of sin, paired with the deception of the enemy, convinces us that we should not only give in to the desires of our flesh, but that when we do, God is not aware of misgivings. Even further, we should run away from Him rather than towards Him. Similar to our relationships with others, if we avoid reconciliation, we will continue on in a state of unsettledness – of discomfort. Relief will only come once we repent and return to right relationship with the Lord and others.
God knew exactly where Adam and Eve were in the garden that day. He did not need to call out to them to learn of their mistake. Though they distanced themselves, He went in search of them. Like the shepherd who leaves the ninety-nine to recover the one who has wandered away, so too does the Lord pursue us when we hide away from Him. And when He approaches, all we have to do is humbly surrender, and He will cover our shame and draw us once again into His loving arms.
Intersecting Faith & Life:
Do you feel distant from the Lord today? Are there areas of your heart you are hiding from Him? I encourage you to take a look at the passages provided for further reading and see how God not only pursues us when we run away from Him, but also how He clothes and heals us when we return. There is no need to hide. Return to Him. He is ready and waiting to embrace you today.
Further Reading:
Genesis 3
Matthew 18:10-14
Luke 15:11-32
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