She was overwhelmed. A newborn, a toddler, and a stressful marriage all lived out on the mission field in the middle of a third world country had left her hurting. The dedicated, sacrificial Christian life had promised to be one of joy and deep satisfaction. Giving was supposed to be fulfilling. So why was pain all she could feel? What was wrong with her faith? Didn’t she trust God to take care of her heart?
Sometimes we know when we’ve caused ourselves pain. We’ve made poor choices and walked away from the Truth, so we deal with those poor choices and their consequences. But what happens to our hearts when we feel we’ve been trying, really earnestly trying to walk in a manner worthy of our calling, and yet pain and hurt define our existence? What then?
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