Recovery Is a Process
But I need something more! For if I know the law but still can't keep it, and if the power of sin within me keeps sabotaging my best intentions, I obviously need help! I realize that I don't have what it takes. I can will it, but I can't do it. I decide to do good, but I don't really do it; I decide not to do bad, but then I do it anyway. My decisions, such as they are, don't result in actions. Something has gone wrong deep within me and gets the better of me every time.
It happens so regularly that it's predictable. The moment I decide to do good, sin is there to trip me up. I truly delight in God's commands, but it's pretty obvious that not all of me joins in that delight. Parts of me covertly rebel, and just when I least expect it, they take charge.
I've tried everything and nothing helps. I'm at the end of my rope. Is there no one who can do anything for me? Isn't that the real question?
The answer, thank God, is that Jesus Christ can and does. He acted to set things right in this life of contradictions where I want to serve God with all my heart and mind, but am pulled by the influence of sin to do something totally different. Romans 7:17-25 MSG
Thoughts for Today
Perhaps you have an attitude problem: pride, jealousy, impatience. Or maybe you are struggling with a behavior that you know is wrong: gossip, anger, broken promises. Or perhaps an addiction has taken control: drinking, drugs, pornography.
Habits like these have several things in common: They hurt you. They hurt others. And you cannot overcome them by yourself.
Perhaps you have determined to change. For a while things were better and then you found yourself right back where you started. Today's scripture describes the struggle so well—even the apostle Paul fought the battle. But he also learned the answer: Jesus. Only through Jesus can we find complete freedom from life-destructive habits.
You might wonder why Jesus would be willing to help you after you've messed up again and again. The answer is that he loves you. Unconditionally.
Recovery is a process. Developing the habit took time, and overcoming it will too. But with Jesus' help, you can do it.
Father, I was so determined not to fall into this sin again. But here I am. I know I can't do this alone and thank you for being here. Help me to remember that recovery is a process and to keep my eyes on Jesus.
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